I was admitted to the hospital

I was going to write a “Dear Santa” letter, but didn’t get time.  I was going to write about all the things I wanted.. like, not to have a blue toilet (see funny story below), to finish all my to do list that I prepared for Christmas break with items like finish the babies room (although I’m close), update the registry, mail lagging Christmas packages, etc.  However, at the drop of a dime life brings on situations that become much MORE important. Its funny how one moment you can be singing and playing background dancer while you and your family karoeke together and the next moment you are sitting at the dreary hospital admitting desk getting ready to go in. It teaches you even more to treasure every moment, the good is good, the better is better, but the worst can always be worse, so ALWAYS count your blessings for every moment placed upon you.

Lots happened today at my second sonogram (12/28/11)- 31 weeks and 5 days, 167.5 lbs.

I found out that I have low amniotic sac fluid (known as oligohydramnios), the baby is currently breeched, and the current weight is 4lbs, 2 ounces. They also could not reconfirm the sex of the baby or tell the current length, because he was folded in half?

I have a follow up appointment tomorrow 12-29 at 150pm to see my doctor and get her recommendations on what to do.  I’m worried of course, my fluid is currently measuring 1.5cm and normal but still considered low is 5cm-20cm. Since Christmas Eve I had been feeling a little weak, the mountain cedar kicked in here in town. Prior to my 2:30pm ultrasound, I slept all morning…woke up briefly to eat, but silly me felt so weak, I only ate one piece of cake and drank one mini bottle of water, because I wanted to go back and rest before I needed to be ready for the appointment. This behavior is very unlikely for me, only drinking a small bit of water, not eating, and not being active in the morning? I’m not sure this has much to do with the low fluids, but it could have to do with me becoming dehydrated.

At my appointment, Dr. Gutierrez decided it was best to admit me into the hospital to help rehydrate myself and give some strength to our baby boy. She said most likely the baby will be delivered early as well. And, he may not be able to turn from being breeched if he doesn’t gain enough fluids.

So, to the hospital I went. Went home packed a quick bag, and we were off. It was packing like usual for a one day outing, but sure did not feel like a vacation, I felt dreary and really scared to be going. But, I knew I had to do what was best for our little boy. I've been taught to bring out the positive in every situation; but when it comes to your unborn baby being in distress and me feeling/knowing I am the cause, there is really not much positive to find in the situation. I just want him to have everything, and I obviously am lacking. But I kept my head up and with the support and strength of my family and friends and most of all my loving husband, I managed to make it into the hospital, get dressed in the gown, get my IV plugged in and start the 24 hour wait. Chris had his first day at his new job the day to follow, and that still did not stop him from staying the night and being there for me as long as he could. He also enjoyed the double meat/ double cheese burgers that the cafeteria had to offer. I must of traveled to the bathroom over eight times throughout the course of the night, and even though I think I perfected the art of rolling the IV tree in and out of the bathroom, Chris was right behind me every time. I love him! And, thanks Delia, Jacob and Tina for making it out to the hospital, it was very encouraging to see familiar faces. And, of course my mom and dad, stayed for about three hours on Wednesday and my mom came back to spend a long lunch with me on Thursday. She brought in- my favorite sweet tea from Chick Fil A- gotta love them!

So, At 2am, Steven, the not so talkative, tall, thin, gray haired ultrasound tech came it to administer the oh so awaited ultrasound. Did not expect to see him so early, but was glad to get an answer sooner rather than later. So, his questions began, when was your last menstrual period? Me: thinking, really, its 2am! But, they must follow procedure. Then came the cold liquid jelly squirt on the tummy, and the pushing of the wand in different areas of the tummy. Mind you, Steven remind mute throughout the procedure. Until, I finally started to ask, WELL, what does it look like? He then said well its 1.8 and I’m thinking what? Then, he said its 4.3? And, I’m like what? 1.8 or 4.3. He continued, its 4.3. Me, is he breeched, Steven, “yes, very breeched”. Gee thanks what the heck does that mean? Steven exited the room, then the nurse came in to adjust the baby heart rate monitor (which stayed strapped to me about 15 of my 24 hour visit. She then gave me a recap of Steven’s visit. She said, did you understand what he said, me: well partially considering it felt like he only said five words. She continues, the rate is up, however it could be that the fluid was there all along and it wasn’t found in the earlier ultrasound because of the babies position. Interesting, I thought, but the best thing was that at least it did not go down from the 1.5, I’ll take the 4.3! So, I feel back to sleep.

Dr. Gutierrez came in at 9am to give us her diagnosis. She said it was good news that the fluids are up rather than down. She will start to see me twice a week, next appointment on Tuesday. And, I could be released after my second dose of steroids at 6pm that evening (which they are giving me in order to make the baby stronger in case I have to deliver early. She said they want to keep him in as long as they can, but her goal is to get us to 37 weeks, because then it will be a non premature birth, but they are going to continue to monitor and it could be as early as 34-35 weeks. She said at this point, anything can happen. Its’ all up to how much fluid is gained. So, I will continue to follow orders and pray that fluids increase! She also said I need to monitor the baby movements if they become less than usual, I need to call.  However, I did tell her my more recent visits, that he really hadn’t had much movement throughout the pregnancy. I still have not had huge jabs or flips. I feel the little butterfly flutters and mini punches, but nothing too crazy. I’m still bummed that the fluids are so low, but I have to think about the positive. The low fluids were caught before they were non-existent, the amount of fluids is increasing, the heartbeat is strong, I'm in my 32nd week (could have been much earlier), and he weighs 4.2lbs.

I learned a lot through my very first overnight hospital visit. I learned that steriod shots hurt (there not quite the same as the ones you get when your sick), having an IV stuck to me made me feel very sick and immobile though I really was not that bad. They need to invent something for the wheels on the IV trees, I mean I've been to the bathroom easily over 25 times in my stay here. Maybe they should make remote control wheels. Honestly, the TV has a remote the bed has a remote, the nurse has a remote call button, now we just need another gadget to add to the bed, An IV remote. Kind of like a remote control car, but a remote control IV tree! I also enjoyed the flexi straws and yes, I'm taking some home with me. It was very nice to be catered to by the nurses makes me get a feel of what to expect for the actual birth.

I also learned to pack a bag as early as 29 weeks, and apparently sleeping on your side this far in pregnancy is recommended, if I had been reading the weekly updates I would know this.  I also learned that its EXTREMELY important to remain hydrated throughout your entire pregnancy, no matter how much you have to pee or how tired you are to fill up that water bottle! Especially before ultrasounds and OB visits, but always always is key!

On some more positive, funnier notes:
Interesting thing I also discovered, last week (12.23.11) that my pregnancy hormones are causing the toilet seat to turn blue! Yes, blue! My pregnancy hormones are so wacked out, that my skin does not react well to porcelain (like toilet seats!)- my skin plus porcelain = blue. So, coincidentallly our toilet seats are dyed blue.. and I was blaming it on Chris, but it was me! (I know TMI, but it is actually pretty hilarious) So now I'm on restriction and cannot use the guest bathroom because then it will turn blue and look odd!
We had a great Christmas this year, Lincoln received LOTS of presents and he is not even here yet! He now has a Cubs bib from Grandma and Grandpa Herrberg, another pair of knitted shoes and even the matching gloves from Tia Mary Alice, some cool looking plaid shoes and outfit from Erika, Pepper, and Emme, a Rudolph plush doll and two polo outfits from Evette and David, and some cool new books from Grandpa Jesse and Grandma Helen.  He is one happy kid and he’s not even here yet.

And, last but not least this Runcrazedpreggo is retired for now, until next birth will the runcrazedpreggo moments continue.  I am grateful to have lots of run moments to report and to have made it as far as I did with running. But most important always is the health of my boy. Your thoughts, encouragement, and prayers are encouraged and we thank you for all the support.

10 week wait begins

30 weeks today- its quite actually, very frightening. I decided not to say "10 weeks to go", instead I am saying 2 and a half months. It makes it sound so much easier in that sense.. I'm not scared of having and caring for Lincoln, more importantly I'm scared of the whole birth process itself. Crap, in the next 2 and a half months, I need to learn how to breathe, what contractions really are, how the heck do I know if I'm dialted. So much more vocab for me to learn! Then, I heard that if your pregnancy is completely normal, you should prepare for a hard birth! Gee thanks, advice givers!

A ton has happened in the last 30 weeks that I've failed to include in this blog, because, well life must go on, and I've realized I can't blog every moment. Although I really wish I could.

We had our first baby shower thrown by friends and it was quite the success. It was baseball themed and the cake, company and baseball style food (frito pie, burgers, hot dogs, cracker jacks) were phenomenal! We had our second shower thrown by our Ft. Wayne, IN family. It too was super fun! Sister in law Jodi, made these grilled ham sandwiches that literally melted in your mouth. Even, five sandwiches later! We are truly blessed to have such awesome family and friends, both near and far. Thirty-five thank you cards later, I am still standing!

I also did my very first pre-natal yoga class.. .. and I went back to Zumba after a full month off. (training for the half was taking up my time and energy, and I realized I couldn't do both).. Zumba is definitely  a class that comes natural to me. Unlike YOGA! I attended my first prenatal YOGA class on Saturday (about two weeks ago). They host them for free at Destination Maternity close by- so I figured may as well "try". I was scared going into it for sure- as I am SOOOO not the yoga type. Heck all I really know about yoga is what I see on movies. But I read its a great baby/ Mommy bonding activity and I always wanted to be like "those pregnant ladies" on TV shows that go to yoga classes while PREGGO! I was the first person there, so the nerves began. I brought my own mat and water trying to "fit in". I didn't use my mat. They provided mats laid neatly in two rows, 5 on each side, a water, and a waiver form. How neat I thought. I sat down, signed my waiver form and by that time another mommy walked in so I figured I would follow her lead. She sat down in indian style and stared at the mirror, so I did too.

About 5 more moms came in, we did introductions: "Hi my name is Cathy I'm 28 weeks and having a boy. I'm a runner and still running at this point and am hoping that yoga will help me to get all the aches and pains out due to running. And, I'm so excited because as of the last few weeks I can finally feel him move, I was a little worried. And, no I haven't felt the clinching pain above my stomach that all of you described..?" I sounded weird but of well.

Class began. First there was the "3 'oommms'- inhale on the oomm and exhale after." And so I began, "ooommmm"...I have not been back since.

I also purchased a new vehicle at last! No fighting with the dealer, just a clean, clear transaction and paid 1K less than I expected, and even got a free 32" Toshiba HD TV. I decided on a 2012 White Dodge Journey. Perfect transition between mom and sporty car. It has tons of storage and looks super cool. You do not need a key to open the door, its touchscreen radio and much more! It was fate- as I was sitting down about to tell the dealer, "lets make a deal" I recieved an email from another dealer offering the car for $300 less. I hesitated but Chris said go for it, so I showed her the email. She said, let me check on this, and she came back offering the car for 1K less if I bought that evening! So I did! Perfect! As we were getting into the car about to drive out of the dealer, I heard a male voice saying "you stole my car" I looked.. and the dealer said he was waiting for our transaction to finalized because he really wanted the car. The car I purchased was the LAST one for the lower price. She said, too bad he waited too long, and so he did! I love when things happen for a reason, makes me feel like they are so meant to be.  A phenomenal price was the only reason I bought brand new, heck the used ones were not even that cheap! I was able to my NEW for my used car budget so I went for it.

I know there is so much more to write, but I have to go get ready for two parties tonight. One sweet sixteen and another quincenera. I really don't see how people say the last ten weeks go by the slowest, they are literally flying by, I feel like I have one thing after another, and it never stops!

And, the nursery is not evne ready.. when people ask and I tell them that - they secretly freak out, but really I'm not worried, I know it will be put together, I have all the gear, just haven't made the effort to get it all in one place. Crib is at my friend Erikas, Basinet is at my parents house, Playpen is in the box waiting to be put together.. Soon.. soon, it will happen until then I will cherish my last ten weeks of my very first pregnancy. Doctors appointment on Monday. Stay Tuned!

"I ran a marathon while pregnant.." You?

Plenty to report since my last blog post.  It took me a while for this post on my first half plus one, because I needed time to remember and do a true report, so here it goes…

November 13, 2011- I wasn’t exactly cleared by my doctor to run the half marathon, however she didn’t say “no” either- she just didn’t say anything at all. So, exactly one week before the half I decided I felt well enough to run and went ahead and signed up. I waited to make sure me and baby were progressing well, and we were!

The race was a blur, but in a good way! Surprisingly, the miles went very very quickly.  My brother in law Craig and Chelsea (aka my running angels) were with me almost every step of the way (Chelsea took of at mile 12).   I wore a descriptive preggo shirt with a “Caution- Baby on Board- Slow” sign on the back. And: “Running for Two, First Time Mom, Fifth Time Marathon, Pace be with us” on front.

I was worried and a tad scared pre-race week. I was worried I would have to go potty often, I didn’t go once. I was worried I would be super slow, I wasn’t- I ran much faster than I trained at. I was worried, I would fall, I didn’t. I was worried there wouldn’t be enough water- there wasn’t. Well at least between miles 8-10! But no worries, my parents and brother Forrest were at Mile 9 with water to pull me through. I was worried I would get ugly looks and comments from anti-pregnant people doing anything other than sleeping. It was the opposite, the race was filled with motivators.  I received several pats on the back and probably at minimum three positive comments per mile! My little Lincoln is quite the STAR! : )

I had an absolute blast on the race route. It felt great to go out there without worrying about pace!  Of course I had a secret goal of 2:45 and a realistic sharable goal of under 3 hours. Every runner usually has those two goals!  But I knew there was no way in heck I would met my secret goal, but I did! I came out quite ahead with a time of 2:38!  I probably only walked a total of 10 minutes max, which is way less than I was training at. I think that was a great unplanned strategy on my part. Train slower and use the strength for race day.   

The race was a “big party” for me.. . I was surrounded by great music, I cumbia’d through one of the water stops because the music was so motivating. I found myself singing out loud to several of the bands, not worrying or caring what any one around me thought!  I was surrounded by great friends, I think I saw a familiar run group face at least every two miles. I would try my best to catch them, say “Hello, good job, looking great, keep it up.” And they smiled and I’m sure were thinking .. hell I’m being passed by a pregnant person (but in a good way).  There was even an array of food on the course. Does a small boy carrying a dozen of Shipley’s donuts count? Craig grabbed one for us three to share. They ran out of beer by the time we reached it, but that was fine this year.

That was my party in a nutshell.  I truly am thankful to be surrounded by great friends and family that pushed me through to gain the confidence that I did to finish the 13.1 miles, even with a 25 week old fetus in the tummy. Of course, there were those that didn’t think it was the best thing for me, but once I made them realize that running was in my blood- I think they simmered down a bit!

Crossing the finish line was phenomenal- truly! Its’ difficult to place words on what it feels like to finish something that you have dreamed of doing for so long. Its’ one thing to complete a half, but its’ another to finish with something so precious inside you- my first son. I once made fun of avid runners who ran marathons and called them crazy people who liked to brag about themselves and didn’t have anything better to do so they ran to occupy there time. The truth is- I was just jealous. It took a while for me to get over myself and realize that I could do it too! So, here I am five half marathons later- Not only am I an avid runner, I’m a runner who had the courage and the training to finish a half marathon with 23 extra pounds of true “baby” fat! I am now in the “I ran a marathon while pregnant” group and it’s the best feeling ever!

Babies' R Us- Oh my!

Whoever thinks registering for baby stuff is fun! Not me, its’ not that I’m not excited to be scanning breast pumps, baby bottles, mini nail clippers & rectal thermometers-  Its just so much stuff, and then if the child doesn’t use it or hates it- your stuck with it. Its’ not like a wedding registry. If you register for a high dollar item like a blender or Calvin Klein china, you know you will use it- its’ just a matter of when and for how long.

But if the child hates the swing you buy him or doesn’t fit in it, if he can’t sleep well in a bassinet .vs. a crib .vs.  a Moses Basket .vs. a Boppy .vs. a  cradle, then whatever he doesn’t like you inherit forever. Or, you try to convince the returns staff at the store to take it back, which is just about as bad as dealing with a used car salesman.  I didn’t realize how many items available for a newborn to sleep in! Knowing my luck he will like to sleep on something very simple and I will not need any of the above.

And strollers- ohnmigod- who knew the selection. Jogger, Travel System, Lightweight, Umbrella, Snap & Go and on and on and! Yes, you’d think it would be easy to say I’ll take one of each. But, where the heck is someone going to find space to store (5) strollers, much less afford to pay for them!  I decided on a Jogger Travel System for those who are baby vocabulary impaired as I am. The travel system is the stroller that comes with the Infant Travel seat that attaches, so in the childs’ early months (the first 10 for a normal child) you never have to take the child out of the car seat, it simply attaches to the stroller. This baby vocab. was quite the challenge, I think I have the basics down, which is all I can handle right now.

This month has been filled with excitement or lack of. I sold my dear Sebring Convertible to CarMax, time for a big girl car. I was very close to sealing the deal at a Mazda Dealership, but the salesman chose to go back on his word more than three times, so he struck out and I walked out! I was so infuriated I wanted to hit him very hard, but I composed myself and said- I will take my business elsewhere, GOODBYE!

Then, I took the plunge and walked into Babys R Us for the first time in my entire life, spent three long hours scanning the perfect registry. Walked out very pleased, THEN I find out that all my items had been deleted and I would have to take the walk inside Babys R Us a second time. Don’t worry I will be getting a gift card and coupons for life (not really, but close)! But geeze… talk about frustrating. Good news is its done, both my Target and Babys R Us registries are complete!

This month has made me quite the trooper, strong enough to run 12 miles, walk out of a car dealership, handle walking into an intimidating store like Babys R Us, and most importantly mastering Baby gear vocab! Lincoln is going to be quite the educated fellow!

And- great news I signed up for the half marathon on Sunday, November 6^th. Two days until race time and I can’t wait to tell you all about it!

Wish me LUCK! 12 mile Benchmark race tomorrow!

Well I bet you were hoping for my most recent waist measurement.  At this point this is for me to know and for you to never find out!  Just kidding, its 39 inches if you must know! I’ve gained a total of 18lbs half way through- which the doc. Insists is above the normal range. Not much I can do, I’m still running and doing Zumba once or twice a week. And, I really feel like its’ all belly weight, but I guess that’s what a pregnant women wants to feel!  And, yes of course I should up the take in of veggies, fruits, water,  & nutrients- which I am reminded of daily by, Nurse Chris.

Now for the most important news- doctor said that she is NOT cutting down my heart rate to 110- she said (exact words): “Weellll, most of my patients at this point are really down to walking and are getting very uncomfortable with exercising in general.” So, I asked, “Soooo, do I have to drop to 110?” She repeated the comment above and said I just need to watch myself closely!

My thoughts- I guess I’m not like most of your patients.  And best of all- I WILL be able to run my benchmark race this Saturday, 7:30am sharp- 12 miles. I will gauge how I feel after this race to determine if I will sign up for the half, I have until November 6^th until the price goes up. 

Followers- Wish me luck tomorrow- know that if I don’t think I can finish I won’t ! Baby L is first, ALWAYS! I’m excited because Benchmark day is very similar to race day and I will be able to run a long side my group that I’ve been training with. So if I don’t get to do the race, I won’t be as disappointed. I”ll just treat this as the race! I did 10.66 last Saturday so I think I should be ready for the 12!  And- so we shall all find out!

Questions of the last two weeks: Do you have the nursery ready? Do you have a theme? & Are you going to be like that lady who delivered after she ran a full marathon? Answers: NO and Yes, Baseball (with focus on professional baseball fields) of course!  and Heck NOOOO!!!

Pregnancy vs Marathon

Approaching the half way mark is a bit bizarre I must say. I’ve been getting the pregnancy stares, the “Can I touch your belly?” (Note: if you’re not my cousin, brother, family or real good friend) please don’t ask, its’ kind of odd to have someone strange touching your belly?  Don’t get me wrong, I’ve been waiting for this point, but it can be a little eerie if you don’t know the person.

I thought the END of THE Questions would come after conception; I was wrong. Pregnancy is like training for your first marathon!!  You get many of the same, if not similar questions.  

Preggo Questions                             translated   to                        Marathon Questions

Is this your first baby?                                                                     Is this your first race?

Are you having more children after this one?                                   Will you be running more marathons?       

Comment: Ask me this question, once I’ve had the first                       

When are you due?                                                                       When’s the big race?

Do you want a boy or a girl?                                                           What’s your goal time?  

I can see your belly (your showing).                                                Wow, I can see your toning!

Comment: Be careful how you state this : )  

How are you feeling?                                                                      How are you feeling?

Comment: This is the most common question. The only response I give is “fine” but if its’ one of those days, beware- you asked, so I’m telling.. : )

Oh, and lets’ not forget “Are you starting to feel the baby move?”  This one is a bit scary, especially since my current response is “No, I haven’t..” Then comes the blank stare and I can sense the person thinking.. “ohmy I hope all is OK.” But, instead, they respond “Well it will take some time I didn’t feel my baby move until.. “xyz". ME (in my head) : Geethanks, I am way passed that week!

The questions do not bother me although this post may seem as if they do. Its’ quite honestly a tad hilarious the things people can say. And, then when they don’t like your response, you know immediately.                           

I must add this one:  “Wow, Catherine I didn’t know you were expecting.”  ME: “Oh, I’m sorry, I thought you knew.” “No, I just thought all the 'working out' wasn’t working, but congratulations” ME: “Ummm.. thanks?“                                                                                        

… and assumptions! I was out to breakfast with a business colleague yesterday:  Server: “Coffee?” “No, she won’t be having any, she’s pregnant.” Clearly my business colleague was not part of the crowd that believes one cup of coffee is OK.…I didn’t want coffee anyway J.

The ABC's in the life of Preggy Cathy..

I am trying this, bc don't feel like writing paragraphs or sentences.

Ate my first Easy Mac since college today! Not yet sure if it was worth it - 9.21.2011

Bought 2 packages of cookies: Vienna Fingers taste better than they look & Chewy Chips Ahoy in the red package. Scared to try those because I fear I will eat them all. I’ll let Chris have them.

Car trouble found me, it was the thermostat-- there I was, Mrs. Preggo at the car wash filling up my coolant tank with the car wash water nozzle, bc I was desperate- no gas station in site! 9.13.2011

Dentist calling- woke up with horrible tooth pain- go figure its my upper left wisdom tooth. “If you weren’t pregnant, I would send you straight to the oral surgeon, but you are, so I will give you this mouthwash.” 9.14.2011

Every time I see a restaurant on facebook, I feel like I must eat there. Friends please quit listing restaurants on fb or this runcrazedpreggo may double in size VERY soon!

First ten mile race while preggo- truly amazing feeling crossing plus 1- I touched my tummy right before I crossed the finish and I know my baby jumped for joy right there with me!  9.18.2011

Got approved to travel by Doctor, so we will be visiting My Indiana Family in November!

Had major anxiety while the ultrasound tech was taking my measurements, she was quiet. I couldn’t see the screen so I prayed that all looked OK!  Then, what felt like 1 hour later, she said, “Please go to the restroom and release fluid-- then I will continue.” “Gee.. thanks I thought, what about the baby is all OK?”  

I was surprised that I had to change into a hospital gown for my ultrasound! Weird, but I guess necessary?

First race while preggo: 10 miles; 1:57:47, 11:47 miles

January 20^th- the super large 100+ shower date set, planned by Grandma Helen

Kick off for first UTSA Homecoming football game, 9.24.2011, season tix I've missed you

Last race while preggo? Not sure yet, we will wait for the doctors orders.

My brother in law is moving to Houston- Yay! He’ll be closer as of mid October.

November 20^th- The all women shower date, to be planned by my close friends & family

Omigod- my current waist size is 37. Can this waist thing change any more often! 9.21 2:22pm

Pimples have begun to take charge of my face and Chris your cure (Stridex) is no longer working!

Quickly realized that my tummy is expanding, but its weird, because the measurements don't match

Running still excites me, but I may be told to stop in less than three weeks..

“Sweetie, don’t take this the wrong way, but I must ask, are you pregnant” 9.13.2011

Ten miles seems much easier to run than two miles.

Ultrasound appointment went very well, it was great to see our baby moving on the screen, especially because I haven’t felt the movements, but soon.. can't wait..  

Very shocked, latest weight gain, 6lbs, and I was even wearing flip flops. 9.9.2011

We finished watching the entire season of Prison Break, what am I going to do with myself!

X-rays are mean, I didn’t really need to see that my wisdom tooth is clearly blocked from coming in, it only made it hurt more.

Yesterday I did 2 miles, and it felt like I was doing twenty. I was walking for pizza! I would only let myself eat Little Caesars if I walked!  9.20.11

Zumba was actually really fun yesterday. I was finally in the jumping twisting mood. 9.21.2011

Blue Moon.. I'll pass/ Run 4 miles- I'll take it..

Third doctors’ appointment done. We heard the heart beat and this time Chris recorded it!

1^st Sonogram scheduled for tomorrow, Friday ( 17 weeks)..we are debating finding out. I think we will; but its’ cool to wonder too! We shall see if EliMarLincoln cooperates.

I’ve gained a total of 6lbs since my last appointment on August 8^th.  10.5 total at exactly 16 weeks. Doctor said I may need to watch my calories more, since I’m not exercising  as much. WHAT WILL HAPPEN WHEN I AM TOLD TO STOP RUNNING?! Let’s leave that discussion for a later date.

I've decided to give up cinnamon rolls. The latest bash did not have enough icing to satisfy me, so I'm convinced its a sign- my addiction to them has ended. I will throw the remaining 8 in the trashcan effective immediately.

I had another runcrazedpreggo moment, so I decided to measure my waist and compare it to Chris’ measurements- he’s larger.  (at least for the time being)!

Date      Time      Waist Size

8/22       11am     31.5 inches

9/11       6pm       38 inches

9/12       4:45p     36 inches

Quite unpredictable. However, I read you can lose weight during pregnancy and its normal? Don’t worry I’m not going to try to lose weight- for now I’m only throwing away the cinnamon rolls-- all else will remain in pantry. 

Taken while at our "good" seats 9-10-2011

We traveled to Houston this weekend for the Purdue/ Rice football game. I kicked up my feet and relaxed at the Hyatt Regency Downtown Houston roof top pool. And, I submerged myself in the many fluffy pillows on the comfy beds for two nights! What a nice treat.

Purdue lost in a nail biting, record heat game! I’m usually up for baking in the sun & watching great football; but this time I chose to hide under the shade with other expecting mothers and small children.  I wanted Chris to stay at our awesome 50 yard line, 15^th row seats, but he chose to hang with me in the shade.  (our seats were still great!)

We were wimps and only ran 2.5 miles on Saturday through downtown and Uptown Houston. We chose to make a sneak appearance at Houston’s version of Breakfast Club instead of rack up the mileage! Breakfast club is a Purdue tradition where college students get up at dawn, go to a local bar, dress up in Halloween costumes and get completely wasted on home game days. If it were other circumstances, I would have been right there with them, but instead I chose to continue my run and enjoy a nice breakfast with my husband.  

We also went to a meet and greet event at Sherlocks Pub. There was a live band. I passed on teh Blue Moon and made it a water and lemon night and watched the band and empty dance floor! It made me realize- its midnight and no one is dancing? Mind you- the song they were playing was “last dance with Mary Jane”-- but if I didn’t have a 38 inch waist staring at me I would have found a way to make the song danceable!

PS- Update:  Since I ran so little on Saturday- I made up with signing up for a 10 miler race this Sunday, doing a 4 mile run on Monday - first time ever without wearing the heart rate monitor, followed by another 4 mile run yesterday. Lets see how I do on Sunday.. Cheer for me!

The Crime Scene and Prison Break

Lets' see- I survived tailgaiting at the first UTSA football game and yet another 10 mile run this last Saturday, 09-03-2011. My miles were a tad bit better than last week, 13:11 pace.
Running along the ravine in Alamo Heights/ Olmos Park, I noticed two parked police cars. Then I look further and there it was- an abandoned car in the lonely ravine. Well-- at least I think it was abandoned! I did not stay around long enough to find out. I decided to let the police do their jobs.

Undeniably I was in a crime scene from a movie, I the innocent jogger/ passer by-- watching the police men walk down the ravine to inspect the car, and all of sudden a "crazy" comes out with a gun telling everyone not to move.. Gosh- the many scenarios, stories, thoughts, dreams, ambitions that go through ones mind while running!  Perhaps I should choose a different sport?

Now for the baby- doing fine, I suppose- no crazy spells. I just wish I had someway of knowing each and everyday that all is OK inside me, I guess I just want to make sure everything is perfect. Again, just worried as always!

We have chatted about names a bit- if a girl- our minds are made up- Elisabeth Marjorie- Eli Mar for short. I love "Eli Mar". My grandmothers name is Elisa and Chris' grandmothers' name was Marjorie.



Lincoln Burrows

 Lincoln Joseph for a boy. Linc or LJ for short. Chris thought of the Lincoln name, a result of our most recent netflicks obsession, the "Prison Break" series.  Don't be alarmed Lincoln Burrows is the lead character, and yes, he was in prison on death row, but he was released and later proven innocent- so he is a good guy!  And- Joseph is Chris' middle name. Check out Lincoln on the left.

I think I've gained more weight in the last week than I have in the first 14 weeks of the pregnancy. I am 15 weeks now, will be 16 weeks on Friday, September 9th- same day as my next doctors appointment. Hopefully this appointment we will find out just exactly how much weight I gained, when I get my first sonogram, if I can travel to Ft. Wayne over Thanksgiving, and her thoughts on me run/walking the half marathon in November. Or, I may wait to ask about the marathon, because if she says "no" then I can be pouty for a shorter amount of time.

....these days are much more exciting

10 miles went very well this weekend- 13:23 pace and not complaining- especially since last Saturday I only did 5 miles and walked them all!  And- of course the Texas heat and a beeping watch does not help my pace much at all. Ahhhh- I truly miss the 9 minute mile days, but these days are much more exciting- I have my Baby to trot along in my running journey now- so I'm not alone! Its nice seeing Chris and all my other speedster running buddies fly by me at the training runs and on Saturday. But I stay positive and remember that I am now plus one, and its not all about me anymore- its all about her! (I felt like writing her, so I did! its still a while until we find out the sex, that is if we decide to)

I found out that me and Loretta (my friend from run group) are almost exactly a year apart in pregnancy due dates. Her due date was 2/20/2011 and mine is 2/24/2012. This was quite exciting, because she ran/ walked the Rock and Roll Half in November. So, maybe there is a chance for me! Loretta has run many marathons, so she is quite the experienced runner.. don't worry friends-- I know every person is different and I will listen to the doctor and most importantly my body and Baby... Loretta also said she took it easy in the summer and didn't run as long mileage, so I'm hoping that me keeping with the long runs, may help?

I'm not sure why I'm so obsessed with running the half in November- perhaps because my brother in law and almost sister in law will be flying in to run it or perhaps because I've always wanted to say "I ran a half while pregnant" or perhaps I'm just crazy after all.

Don't send the pregnant person grocery shopping..

Because she was only supposed to shop for Velvetta Shells & Cheese and bread, but came back with- Cinnamon rolls, cookies&cream ice cream, orange juice, (3) large bags of chips, honey baked chicken tenders in a bag, and instant mashed potatoes.  What can I say I was hungry. I would NEVER eat cinnamon rolls pre-preggo, but they were darn good. Especially after 30 short seconds in the microwave. Plus, there was $1.00 off coupon.

I should take stock in McDonald's - I must say, there sweet tea is amazing and only $1.00! Needless to say, I frequent the place a minimum of twice a week, and I'm not afraid every now and then to add a little sausage biscuit with egg & cheese to the order. I have not eaten one of those in years, and now I've had two within the last week!

I told my work the news this week, I did this cute flash card thing. Each of my co-workers took turns turning a card around.. each were labeled, 1) She's 2) Going (3 To Have a Baby 4) Surprise, Feb 24, 2011.
I carried card number 4.  They were really excited to hear the news, now my new name is CTG+1. (catherine the great)

I also finally posted to facebook- final outcome, "1st time marathon or 1st time Mommy- Baby Herrberg of course, marathon on hold until next year."  The truth is I'm not sure if next year will be too soon for me to race the marathon, because ideally I would like to train a FULL year. And, I probably won't be able to start training until April or May at the earliest. So that would be only 6 months to train. This year would have been perfect, because it was the first year we non-stop trained, but if not November 2012, I can postpone, as long as I run one in my lifetime!

eating an orange

As I sit here and eat my orange, I warn you-- this post is not going to be interesting, so if your sleepy this should do the job and put you out.

 13 weeks preggo with hubby- Port A, 8-20-2011

I'm 13 weeks now and no real differences. We took our last summer vacay this weekend to Port Aransas with the family. It was super duper relaxing! I slacked on running, I only walked four miles. My mother joined me- we took advantage of mother/ daughter time enjoying the shoreside views and lovely sunset. It was a relaxing trot through the island- I think I needed the rest from the usual 10 miles, but excited to get back to 10 this coming weekend! Chris slacked and ran 5- but we both agreed that it was very humid shoreside, even worse than our usual runs.

Took a bikini photo, and this time I think you can see the bump. Can't hide forever.

The task of telling my family, close friends, Chicago besties, etc. of the NEWS is complete. Last ones on the list are work. I'm going to tell them on Wednesday and probably post to facebook then as well. To my close friends and family it will be old news.. so I'm not really sure what to post and how to post. My creativity these days is going down the drain..
"No marathon for me.. having a baby is much more important"
"1st Marathon or 1st time Mommy? The blessing of Baby Herrberg comes first, Marathon you'll have to wait..Yes, facebook- its official- she's having a baby!"
"Being Preggo or Run 26.2? I'll take Preggo."
 "Marathon or Motherhood? First time mom of course!- Marathon on hold until next time!"
"Marathon or Motherhood? Baby Herrberg of course!- Sorry, marathon- there is always next time!"

We shall see what I choose. Oh yes, and I took my wellness assesment this morning, a work fitness program I am in, and since May 15, 2011- I gained 2.5 inches on my waist, one inch on my hips- not as bad as I thought. Keeping running in the mix is helping perhaps?
Until next time.

Confession

Today I went overboard at The Gap and Gap.com, with but of course- preggo clothing purchases.

However, I was mindful and kept myself contained in the 10x10 clearance rack filled area of the store; and used a coupon in store and online (plus the clearance was an additional 25% off. I did peak at the "look at me" regular priced items but kept made it back to my 10x10 space. Okay, now I feel better.

I must say, I am quite the satisfied Gap shopper- They had some excellent choices! When I thought of maternity clothes- pre preggo, I thought of ugly, over sized tye dyed shirts and wide, baggy, crinkly material linen type- jeans/pants that made me feel like a mamma-patrol!  I found that Gap had quite the oppossite. Per the receipt on the left:
 (3)  "Pure Tanks" made of the Gap soft signature material that you never want to stop petting ($5.21, $6.74, and $5.98)

(1) pair 5 pocket knit black dress pants ($11.57) for work- expensive, but I splurged because I liked them.

(1) pair khaki capris ($9.25)- Poly/cotton blend material and long enough that I can put boots over them in the fall!
(1) black wrap dress ($6.93)- and I can wear it post preggos! I think I just may live in this dress
(1) pair purple slim fitting cargo pants ($9.84)- Perfect color for fall and I can wear with the many MANY boots that I have or with some nice and comfy flats.

Ok- now that I confessed and justified my purchases I not only feel better, but MUCH better. Okay, I'll confess to my online purchase as well.  It totalled about $60.00, on the tab were, the same capris as above but in black, (2) SUPER flattering pencil skirts, (1) long sleeve wrap cotton shirt, and (1) pair of dressy striped pants for work.

Now- the pregnancy clothes shopping is over, the pregnancy clothes shopping is over, the pregnancy clothes shopping is over. If I write it enough, maybe it will actually come true.

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At Katelyn,s Quincenara, 12 weeks



Another 10 miles logged on Saturday for me, and 15 miles for Chris. My miles were at about 14 minutes even- with walking and some running. I thought I was moving much quicker, but apparently NOT!

Oh well- the important part is I finished and felt great!  Watching the group finish was very motivating, and I could not help thinking.. how fast would I be at 15 miles? There is plenty of time left for me to log a 26.2 race, but watching the others finish just makes me wonder. Next week is a taper down, so only 8 miles, but we will be on an end of summer mini vacay in Port A. So we will probably run on the beach, not sure how much I'll do- I tend to not be as motivated when run group isn't around.

My niece Katelyn's Quincenara was on Saturday. It was a blast, I managed to gather up enough energy to be on the dance floor for about 70% of the time, which is a huge accomplishment. Especially considering, that the last few Saturdays have been chill at the house relax kind of days. It was great to see my family- the cousins said the little baby bump is noticeable. My mom, for some reason is in denial, she said, yes, its there, but you still can't really tell. Ay, Helen- she'll snap eventually. She's so funny.

Me and Niece Melanie.. "a baby, there's a baby"

My niece Melanie, everytime she sees me she runs up to me and pets my stomach and says, "a baby, there's a baby.." its the little things that make me smile!
I'm officially at 12 weeks, so we shall see if this tired stuff stops since I'm nearing the end of the first trimester.

Belly Shaking

I went to Zumba class today and started realizing I can't do as many of the jump moves as I could before. My tummy was just too uncomfortable with the bouncing.
Plus, I ate four chocolate chip cookies with milk before class so that didn't help.
We danced with the belly dance skirts, lots of belly shaking, but I modified. It was actually really funny to watch- I felt like I was 80 because I was scared to shake too much. Is their such a thing?

Nothing else to report- still dreaming about the heart beat!

3 inch heels (go figure)

We heard the babies heart beat today! Talk about something spectacular that can silence a room instantly. I was chatting with the doctor as she placed the doppler on my tummy, asking questions, etc. . She said not to be alarmed if we didn't hear it, it all depends if the baby wants to cooperate. And then, there it was!  It sounded like a galloping horse, literally! Very fast paced- a lot faster than I imagined.  Doc said it beats twice as fast as a normal adult heart rate. 

She asked if I was getting used to "being pregnant". I told her not really- I'm not getting morning sickness and my tummy doesn't really seem to be growing.  Though, hearing the heart beat made it feel a little more "real". Chris was very excited to hear as well, his face lit up!

Pre pregnancy weight was 136.5 and I weighed in at 140 at todays appointment. However, I always weigh with shoes on and today I was wearing 3 inch heels, long pants, a midsleeve shirt, plus an undershirt (go figure)! So, I really think my weight is about the same as pre-preggo. But, weight is not important at this point, right?

My next appointment is Sept. 9th, and no sonogram until 15-16 weeks. Until my next appointment- I will play back hearing the heart beat in my mind- that will keep me content-for sure!

Passed out

Run group yesterday went well. I ran 9 miles at about a 13 minute pace. As the weeks go by, my heart rate feels like its' getting higher quicker; but it only makes sense as the baby grows it takes more out of me?

I almost passed out at church today; I was standing for the first set off readings and suddenly started feeling dizzy. I was trying my best to stay standing, but I couldn't. I sat down and the room was spinning and my entire body instantly broke into a mild sweet. I went downstairs to grab some water and place a damp paper towel on my face. I felt a little better, but I have not had that passing out feeling in quite some time. Weird! Then after work, we went to eat; I had one Barbacoa taco a Big Red, and a Gordita! I drank my Big Red too fast, but the food was excellent.

Today is my first doctors appointment, I'm very nervous.  Technically, its my second, because the first is where the doctor confirmed the pregnancy, due date, etc. But, this still feels like my first. I am 11 weeks along and Dr. G said we should be able to hear the heart beat today. I'm pretty positive its not a sonogram, but I've read and heard mixed reviews on how the heart beat is heard. We shall learn together!

But I kind of feel like I've been losing weight in the belly area, so I am praying that all goes well.

Overachiever

If I listened to myself, I should have taken this full week off from running to help heal my foot. However, despite how exhaused I was today, I decided to go to run group. My main concern was losing my breathing and not being able to run 9 miles on Saturday. We did hills- 8 hill repeats. Not too bad.  The group finished their reps and I had two more to go; Chris did not want me to run them, but of course I had to finish. Plus, with needing to keep my heart rate at 140; there was not much running going on.  My watch is set to beep when it exceeds 140, needless to say it does a whole lot of beeping when I'm doing hills.  Chris of course led the group through the hills and was the first to finish. He's quite the overachiever. Chris is so funny, he said that I do "pouty walks".  I didn't think they were noticeable..  at times I think to myself "this dang watch, I could be running right now, but noooooo..." It is quite difficult to take me out of the competitive runner mode, but I'm getting used to it!
My bella bands came in today; http://babybeminematernity.3dcartstores.com/Brown-and-Cream-Print-Maternity-Belly-Band_p_33.html.  Of course I purchased the clearance bands.  I was surprised at how basic they were, a tube top with a lot more stretch- but they serve their purpose. They are meant to cover up un done buttons on pants and skirts and let you stay in pre-pregnancy clothes longer. I tried them on with several different pairs of pants and they seem like they will work.  More to come.

Today I made an impulse purchase;  Frosted Strawberry  Pop Tarts and Chocoloate Chip and Peanut Butter Chip cookies. When I purchased them I was determined that I would eat the entire package of both; I think I even hugged the boxes and jumped up and down as I placed them in my shopping cart!  But one pop tart and six cookies later, my craving was satisfied!

Early weekend nights! Rock!

What a long weekend! Friday was very restful, to bed by 8:30pm- only to wake up at 6am, for yet another 10 mile run. But- we went out to dinner at Chili's so I didn't feel like a complete bum! (we had gift cards)
My group ran 14 miles- I felt like I cheated because I only did 10.  However, we were all in agreement that 10 was good for me.  My pace was about a 13 minute mile, so declining but the humidity was pretty aggressive so I am happy to have finished. (I kind of feel like I am making excuses. Am I?)  The first couple of hours after the run, I felt great. Then, I got home showered and ate my Chili's leftovers and felt like a bus hit me- I slept until 3pm that afternoon!
I really hope this humidity and tiredness stops soon,   (plus my tendonitis is back this time in my left foot).
I hate feeling like I lose my entire day.I did hit the mall once I woke up, Dillards- 40% off clearance sale and Sears- 50% off clearance sale!
Chris and I later found the energy to go to Alamo Draft House to see Crazy, Stupid Love. Great movie choice and then another early weekend night! Never did I imagine I would be so excited about early weekend nights.
Sunday was Church, Denny's (thanks to my cousin MJ posting "Pancakes at Denny's" on FB- I decided I needed them too) !  Then, half day at the parents, narrowed down my dress choice to two for Katelyn's Quincenara and ate enchiladas. Was craving my mothers' homemade touch, so she delivered! Wonderful as always.

I was extremely exhausted this morning when I arrived to work, fighting to stay awake. I had to occupy myself by organizing my office to prepare me for moving to another building in Sept/Oct.  Soon, yes! I'm not looking forward to organizing my office plus my home all in the next months to come! I'm scared of the organization but not scared of the new bundle of joy that will bless us .. The time doesn't seem to be flying yet, but I hope it does soon!

Oh yes, and before I forget- Happy 10 weeks to me!

Noticed a small pooch

Went to run group this afternoon and did hill training. It was a total of about 2 miles so no stress. Its tough running hills with my heart rate monitor beeping every five seconds, but I made it through.  I told my immediate run group today! Our entire run group is about 100+ but our immediate group that we train with during the week is about 10-15 ppl.  
Coach Mary said she sensed it because she was noticing a small pooch and she knew I did not have it before! (of course she said it jokingly)  The group was excited, now I can run in peace at my new pace, and not feel like they are staring.. My pace was probably an even 10 minutes or less pre having to watch my 140 heart rate. I feel like I can still do that pace, but in this heat, I am definitely not going to try it.
I was the last one to finish the hills, it was cute- the group cheered for me as I finished. I was exempt from the ab and agility exercises. Do not think my baby would enjoy all the bouncing and clinching of my tummy.

Jean Skinny Capris

Today I purchased my first pair of maternity clothing- jean skinny capris, size medium from Ross- $4.99. I tried them on and was surprised at how comfortable they were. I think it will be a little bit until I wear them but if I have one of those days that none of my regular clothes fit me, I now have something to turn to!

Extreme Peeing

This peeing business is getting extreme. I was excited because for once I didn't have to get up in the middle of the night and pee. But then I realized that it was likely because I was awake by 520am to make our 6am run group. I just peed twice in less than ten minutes..Yes, Really!

I've done four ten milers since I found out I was PG- but this was the first one where I used the heart monitor with the dang beep alert set for when my heart rate reaches 140. It was tough not to push myself, but its totally worth it! I was proud of myself- 10.05 miles in 12 minute flat pace. Running without pushing yourself is actually kind of fun, I just am so used to pushing myself to finish- that its a bit difficult.  I realize that run group is getting suspicious in my declining pace so I told two people today and will likely  tell our coach this week. I could feel someone staring at me and sensing my holding back in running so I told her why.  She then told me  she had to stop running last season due to PG but then she later miscarried.. I was speechless and all the words I could find to say were "its still early for me too" who says that!! Then she passed me... I saw her at the end of the run and she apologized for not saying congratulations and explained to me that she had a "history."

Food

I think I had my first real weird food craving. I was determined that I wanted pizza! Mind you it was already 930pm! Then the pizza drive was going to be difficult so I settled for three bean and cheese tacos from TC's. Please tell me this faze stops soon!

8 weeks and still playing flip cup

My Big 30th bday bash was yesterday. Chris and I made the decision to tell everyone who attended the party. I figured it would be pretty obvious, if me "little miss life of the party" was not drinking on her 30th birthday!  And, rather than lie to some of our closest friends and family members,this was the time to tell them. Besides the fact that my family totally did not understand the concept of keeping it a secret until I was at least twelve weeks. Oh well..

All were very excited and had no idea! My best buds Anna and Flora literally jumped up and down for what felt like two full minutes. It was cute.
My mother went around the room trying to capture the "telling" moment as we approached each different group. Very mom-like, indeed.

The evening was filled with plenty of dancing followed by a ten mile run at 6am this morning! It was awesome- Cindy, my bff from Chicago flew in for the bday festivities, so we were able to run together. We did great, considering Cindy was not used to this crazed weather. Under 12 minute pace for 9.89 miles. And, a very hilly route!


Now we are off to Port Aransas to meet up with Eli, Evette, David, Erika, Pepper and Jen.  The continuation of a well planned 30th birthday weekend. And, yes I am still playing flip cup, but of course not with beer.

A mother knows

My mother and Aunt Mary Alice were the very first to find out, but only by accident!
We went on a mini vacay to Coushatta, LA. Upon arrival to our hotel, they gave us a smoking room. There was no way in heck I was putting myself and my child through the misery of sleeping in the room, plus Mary Alice has asthma.
I tell my mother, "tell them I'm pregnant.!" My mom immediately loved the idea, but it didn't seem to be working. The front desk told her they did not have non smoking available. I immediately began to look for other hotel options in the area, but most were sold out of non-smoking rooms. 
I plopped down to sit on the floor of the hall way to access my next plan of action for hotel rooms. My mom then decided she was going above the front desk, she had enough! She approached the desk again and said she needed to speak to a manager, because "my daughter is pregnant and my sister has asthma" and hotels in the area are sold out! They explained the manager was not there, but that they were able to find  us a nonsmoking room. Funny, how a little perseverance works every time. My mom comes to me in the hallway flashes me the room keys, and whispers "stick your stomach out, stop standing up straight". I chuckle to myself.
We arrive in the room, and I say, "Mom, you didn't have to lie to the front desk about me being pregnant." She responds, "Its' OK Cathy, don't feel bad we have our room now and its fine." I repeated the same line to her... and my Aunt yells, "Helen, she's telling you she's pregnant!" My mom looks at me and immediately starts screaming at the top of her lungs, "She's pregnant, she's pregnant, she's pregnant, thank you Jesus..."
Mary Alice gives her a pillow to yell into because she is so loud. Unforgettable moment for sure!
My mom said she had a sense that she wasn't lying- so its true, "a mother knows."

Chicago

I am in flight headed to Chi for our annual Summer trip. Eli is coming and I will be seeing some of my closest friends.  This is going to be a difficult trip considering a Cubs game in the bleachers and a bday dinner are involved.  I don't mind not drinking, its just the secret part that will be difficult.  But it will get even more difficult considering I am in the middle of the Big 30 birthday month.  The birthday bash is in two weeks followed by a beach party weekend with my closest friends.. And, I won't be far enough along to tell the entire group.  My current plan is to tell my brother plus one other person that will be at the house...only because I will need help hiding the secret for a weekend that I titled "college spring break style"!